needing an update

Well, it has been over a week since I had a chance....no actually its been a week since I decided to update my blog. I have just been so indecisive.....

My life consists of:
-Being at home
-work
-Ryan
-crafts
-and everything else

When I am at home, I hate to admit it, but I generally waste time and just float by. I have been wanting to change that, to be productive, to do something, but I never get around to it (I blame my laziness and long time habit of procrastination). When I am at work I am dying to get home....when I am with Ryan, I am happy, but doing nothing (watching tv....reading....sometimes crafts.) And I am just overall unhappy about this at the moment.

I want to get on the ball, to finally grow up and get organized....to be responsible, reliable, and happy.

It takes baby steps and I have to start somewhere....so let's see what happens......

in need of sleep

I don't like to be one to complain too much, but I hate being sick (as I am sure no one would actually enjoy it). But anyways, this is the 4th day and it has gradually gotten worse and worse. I am at the point where I do not even want to get out of bed! I have not missed work and I am not looking forward to going and being all sick. But, I need money and my coworkers count on me. I love my job, but I don't like to be there when I am sick. Well, I will hope for the best and that today goes by super fast!

Love and wishes of no one else being sick anytime soon,
ChigliakOwl

Lucky

Tomorrow I am getting the cute chihuahua named Lucky. I am watching him for a week as a favor to Ryan's aunt. I don't mind because he is adorable and he is well trained (no messes to clean in the house). The down side is that he is like a baby, he needs constant attention, so my projects get hindered. We shall see what I can accomplish. Until later.....

A post from work (we have a little down time)

So here I sit sad and weary...I feel as though I am not a very productive person, even though I could be if I really wanted to. I know I could do anything I wanted to as long as I try. BUT, today I am feeling "woe is me" sad and it sucks. I feel as though I have a million things to do and not enough in which to do them all, but I know I am just fooling myself. I need to bite the bullet and just start on something and not give up until it is completely finished. For example, I was all psyched about finishing that awesome black and gray striped handbag and I did finish the crochet part of it, but I still have to put in the lining. I have all material I need, I just have't gotten around to doing it. I think I need to first of all organize and clean my space so that I do have somewhere to work and then I need to just tackle all these half finished projects and just do them!

I have also been dying to take pictures of all my work so that I can have a visual and not just ramblings about them. I know that would make my posts more interesting...so that is one more thing to add to my list. Hopefully this week will mark my new beginning.

Lots of Love,
ChigliakOwl

Happy Birthday

to Ryan! My awesome love is now 21! YaY! <3

Copperboom!

I have finished crocheting my most current handbang. Tomorrow I will figure out the lining and give it a nice zipper! I am happy to finally finish one completely. It should be 100% done by friday *I hope*. I still need to do laundry....lazy bum! I am looking forward to the lineman dinner tomorrow! Yay! Go knights!

Another one!

So I am working on ANOTHER handbag, I know, I know, I am horrible at finishing a project, but I promise I will very soon. I am working hard this 3 day weekend. And I hope to finish all the projects I am currently working on very soon. I also promise I won't start a new one until they are all finished. Until then...see ya later!