update

everything is on the up and up. I have been doing a whole lot better. I am glad to say that I am finally on the right track. I am using only ONE planner and keeping all my crochet projects/ideas in ONE folder so I can easily keep track of them.

I have been wanting to start running....BUT thanks to the hurricane winds and fires I have been stuck inside, that is unless I feel like breathing in smoke and being rained with ash (I don't!).

I have slowly but surely (that's me!) been getting everything organized. This is a lot of work, but very worth it. I hope to have everything in tip top shape soon.

I'll be checking in later.


<3

17 days later......

Its funny and ironic how my last post was about my blog neglectfulness.....I still continue to neglect my poor blog. I feel bad, but sometimes I can't even find the time to live! I keep leaving myself reminders, but they are in so many different places, and then I forget to check them and all that. Ugh....I keep wanting to just start over. My room is a mess, I am a mess, everything is just a mess! mess! mess!

Tomorrow = my new start (I mean it this time!)

I will start by having a clean room and workspace, also using ONE planner for my reminders and such.

that is all...for now.

I will post updates so that I can keep myself in check

By the way, as far as crafts go...I am currently working on a blanket for myself, just finished a sweater for lucky see picture below (not very good quality) and I still have to start a blanket for Nick and beanies for Justin and Brandon. Lots of work! =]

neglectfulness

oh no! I have been neglecting my blog! bad, bad, bad me! I have just been a crazy mess! I have been doing this and that and work and sleep and play and basically everything except my blog! I am soo sorry blog, I still love you! I have just been preoccupied.....I will get better at updating and post new stuff for you soon.....just not right now =(

BUT, I will have something soon =) I promise!

needing an update

Well, it has been over a week since I had a chance....no actually its been a week since I decided to update my blog. I have just been so indecisive.....

My life consists of:
-Being at home
-work
-Ryan
-crafts
-and everything else

When I am at home, I hate to admit it, but I generally waste time and just float by. I have been wanting to change that, to be productive, to do something, but I never get around to it (I blame my laziness and long time habit of procrastination). When I am at work I am dying to get home....when I am with Ryan, I am happy, but doing nothing (watching tv....reading....sometimes crafts.) And I am just overall unhappy about this at the moment.

I want to get on the ball, to finally grow up and get organized....to be responsible, reliable, and happy.

It takes baby steps and I have to start somewhere....so let's see what happens......

in need of sleep

I don't like to be one to complain too much, but I hate being sick (as I am sure no one would actually enjoy it). But anyways, this is the 4th day and it has gradually gotten worse and worse. I am at the point where I do not even want to get out of bed! I have not missed work and I am not looking forward to going and being all sick. But, I need money and my coworkers count on me. I love my job, but I don't like to be there when I am sick. Well, I will hope for the best and that today goes by super fast!

Love and wishes of no one else being sick anytime soon,
ChigliakOwl

Lucky

Tomorrow I am getting the cute chihuahua named Lucky. I am watching him for a week as a favor to Ryan's aunt. I don't mind because he is adorable and he is well trained (no messes to clean in the house). The down side is that he is like a baby, he needs constant attention, so my projects get hindered. We shall see what I can accomplish. Until later.....

A post from work (we have a little down time)

So here I sit sad and weary...I feel as though I am not a very productive person, even though I could be if I really wanted to. I know I could do anything I wanted to as long as I try. BUT, today I am feeling "woe is me" sad and it sucks. I feel as though I have a million things to do and not enough in which to do them all, but I know I am just fooling myself. I need to bite the bullet and just start on something and not give up until it is completely finished. For example, I was all psyched about finishing that awesome black and gray striped handbag and I did finish the crochet part of it, but I still have to put in the lining. I have all material I need, I just have't gotten around to doing it. I think I need to first of all organize and clean my space so that I do have somewhere to work and then I need to just tackle all these half finished projects and just do them!

I have also been dying to take pictures of all my work so that I can have a visual and not just ramblings about them. I know that would make my posts more interesting...so that is one more thing to add to my list. Hopefully this week will mark my new beginning.

Lots of Love,
ChigliakOwl